Fond-Memories

Haven't been active around here in a year. Damn, haha. And I'm still not particularly about, except for that I've recently been using good ol' dA to stash some special pieces somewhere, because Lord knows I can't read my own handwriting and I don't have the patience for retyping.

 

Anyhoo. Hope everyone still around is well-and-good. Still love y'all. Keep writin', drawin', and dreamin' on.

I'm somewhere between happy because of the moment and depressed because I know it'll be ending soon. Fair warning: dark work is probably ahead. Gotta vent somewhere =/

Bah.

A salute to the song that I'm hanging onto for dear life at the moment, the one that's saved me all these years: thank you, Trading Yesterday.

"Yesterday I died...tomorrow's bleeding...fall into your sunlight.
The future's open wide, beyond believing, to know why hope died.
Losing what was found, a world so hollow, suspended in a compromise.
The silence of this sound, is soon to follow, somehow, sundown.
And finding answers, means forgetting all of the questions we called home, passing the graves of the unknown...
As reason clouds my eyes, the splendor fading, illusions of the sunlight,
And the reflection of a lie, will keep me waiting, with love gone for so long.
And this day's ending is the proof of time killing all the faith I know, knowing that faith is all I hold...

And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand,
why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love,
Love without, love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on,
but I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning,
Who I am, from the start, take me home to my heart,
Let me go, and I will run, I will not be silenced.
All this time, spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain,
all is lost, hope remains, and this war's not over,
there's a light, there's a sun, taking home all shattered ones,
to the place they belong, and his love will conquer...

And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand,
why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love!
Love without, love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on,
but I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning.
Who I am, from the start, take me home to my heart,
Let me go, and I will run, I will not be silenced!
All this time, spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain,
all is lost, hope remains, and this war's not over!
There's a light, there's a sun, taking home all shattered ones,
to the place we belong, and his love will conquer all...
His love will conquer, yeah...

Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleedings...fall into your sunlight..."
Shattered, Trading Yesterday

Hey guys. Been awhile. XD Well, it's finally, omfg, just fucking FINALLY summer! That means lots of free time to write and draw and shit. I have lots of ideas, so I'm hoping to actually do something with them.

In other news, I go to Arizona the 18th for the next two months, give or take, so it's looking like a great summer already.

Anyone else have plans?

As you can see, I am in love. Again. X'D

I remember I played Origins and stayed up literally almost 24 hours just playing.

Annnd here we are again, lmao. In Origins, I met Alistier, thought 'He you're not bad', and started romancing him. Then Zevran walked into my life, LMAO. I still completed the game w/ Alistier, per him both being a nice guy and me being loyal, even to video games. However, I did play through again just for Zev.

Cue the sequel, LOL. I thought I wouldn't like it as much, but it's been five days, and I've been spending at least 9 hours a day just straight playing. I met Anders and thought 'Eh, not bad.' But then I met Fenris, the broody, cynical, gorgeous, brilliant thing you now see. If I had Premium, he'd be plastered all over my journal.

   GOD I LOVE THIS ELF. KYAAAAAAA.

But now I'm at endgame and I wanna cry 'cause even if I play through again it won't be Fenny-darling and my Hawke. It'll be my other Hawke. It just...isn't the same.

Which is why I got the DLCs. Once I play through them, wrap up the game, and say goodbye to my dear Fenris as I knew him, I'ma go crawl into a dark corner somewhere and die. Because damn, I can't live without him. <3

HAVE YOU HEARD HIS VOICE? GOD. EVERY TIME (which is abusively frequent) I RIGHT CLICK HIM JUST TO HEAR "'I'M YOURS.'" I BLOODY WELL MELT.

So. yea. Gonna go...keep...playing...and fantasize...about this hawt elf you see here. (But dang, was it hard to have a friendly-romance with him and still be nice to just about everyone except Merril. Poor thing got all the abuse, lol. But. It. Was/ So. Bloody. WORTH IT.)

Hey guys! So, I'm taking part in a Pass-Around Collab Project with one of the people I watch and all these other people. We have about 46 peeps participating atm, if I remember correctly. It's gonna be fun! If ya wanna join in, check out her journal: lions-nd-yellocake.deviantart.…

So, in other news. I've been practicing driving and whatnot. Doing my in-cars and, recently, looking for a job. >< Ugh. Adult life is fast-coming. Here's to my receeding lazy days...Ahh well, at least I'm getting a car. >w>

...I want a yellow car, LOL. And a yellow house. And I wanna paint my room yellow. Good lord, will I ever be the weirdo sunshine-lady on the block...

But I'm still getting a yellow car. LOL. ONE DAY.

Anyways, the most important thing I've got to say atm is a very big 'Thank you'. God I love you guys. You're all so supportive and kind and I've gotten some great advice from you all, and and and...

SO THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH. YOU'RE SUCH GREAT FRIENDS. *SOB*

Oh, and Happy Easter/Passover/long-weekend(?) XD. OMG I'M GONNA HAVE SO MUCH CHOCOLATE!!!