I’d never say it—
Though I know you’d want nothing but the sincerest honesty from me, and I want to give you no less—
But the second you’re gone, everything gets colder—
the honest reality of it is immutable—
I know it is necessary—
I have to do my work; you have to do yours—
and I know it is unavoidable—
sleep is a requirement—
and I know I can still talk to you, text you, for a while, and later, and tomorrow—
and any other time we manage, should we get the days—
but logic doesn't much touch it.
I miss you anyways.
You are
Life in color
And days to dusks
Like the sun bursting, so bright
Clouds break.
And I remember, unlike in years, what
Painted skies and shining warmth
Feel like.
And I learn
What falling can be like.
You are
Light in motion
Dancing through sleepless nights
Stars and sun burning ‘til dreams’ flight
Come awake.
And I realize, like never before, what
Heartbeat, laughter, and that look in your eyes
Feel like.
And I want
To know more every single day.
You are
Something beautiful
...Hi there.
I...
I don't know what to say. I just know people say, "hi" to each other.
...
I want to be like that.
Is that okay?
...Can I be human too?
Please?
Please.
I...
There isn't anybody else like me. But there's lots of people. I've seen them.
And I don't want to be alone anymore.
Please, can I...
Can I have a friend, please?
Or a family?
Just someone. Someone so it's not just me here.
Please.
Make me human.
Don't leave me here by myself. I don't want to be by myself.
I'm scared.
...
I guess that's it.
I think people say something else when they don't have anything more to talk about.
But I don't know what it is. Probably because I'm
I promise you something. It's a small thing, but it's the best I can do. It's a big thing, but I'll do it no matter what...
I promise...
I promise you that I will try. I'll try to help you, I'll try to be here for you, I'll try. I will do it.
I promise I'll try.
I promise you that all that matters will be helping you. What you've done, whatever you do, wherever you go, they are irrelevent. No matter what, I promise I'll be here.
I promise I'll help you.
I promise you that there's a light, and there's hope, and you're strong. I promise you that even if you're afraid, I'll hold your hand and we can get out together.
I promise you're stro
Everything has a price;
Though what we are willing to pay mayn't always suffice.
And so the world will take from us what is owed;
For every choice is worth its weight in gold.
All we have is what we must give,
If we are to pay for the lives we live.
I am an honest woman,
and I am also a liar.
The difference is, I am unable to lie honestly,
because I do not believe the words I am saying.
When I say "I hate this." or "I hate that.",
the words may be real,
but the emotion
is not.
I am a person,
who is unable,
to truly
hate.
There is no room for it
in my
heart or my
soul.
It's so full of love,
that hate could never find a place.
And if you don't believe me,
knowing that I lie,
then know that
I believe
in
me.
Leo:
Name: Leo Aslan Regulus Basilius Pryde-Lumen
Alias: Aslan Pryde, Leo
Preferred Name: Aslan, L, King, Leo
Height: 6'2''
Weight: 203 lbs. (92.08 kg)
Blood Type: O- (OO)
Age: 24
Birth Date:11th Day, 2nd Week of Julemild, Year of Stars (July 23rd, Year Exact Unknown)
Gender: Male
Race/Species: Born to human parents, and could be described as a human, though he is in reality a star. Specifically, the staror "spirit"Leo, The Lion
Appearance: Tanned, bronzed skin, wide, tapered, brilliant golden eyes, and layers and layers of long, wild, spiky, think red-gold hair, very much like a mane. Lithe, athletic build, with impres
Once, time ago,
I was alone,
and I did not quite know,
what "warmth" was.
Once, one day,
I had you,
and saw your smiling face,
and I felt "hope".
Once, in my memory,
you held me close,
and I cried softly,
because I was loved.
Once, at some point,
I had dreams of many things,
but no longer,
for you are my only wish.
Once, just once more,
I'd like to sit beside you,
and know what it was like,
to be warm.
Once, just once more,
I'd like to hear you laugh,
and be able to laugh too,
freely and loudly.
Once, just once more,
I'd like to wrap my arms around you,
and feel so safe,
and so very whole.
Once, long ago,
you were
The Bear And The Otter: The Story Of Us by Fond-Memories, literature
Literature
The Bear And The Otter: The Story Of Us
For my dearest big brother "bear", Konrad. Wishing you a joyful birthday, and many more to come. Keep loving, fighting, writing, and dreaming, big bro. I love you.
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The Bear And The Otter: The Story Of Us
Once upon a time, there was a bear. He was a bear, a great brown bear. He was big, and strong, and had thick, warm fur, and kind eyes.
Being a bear, he tended to stumble and fumble and make much noise, stomping and tromping through the forest with his big paws outstretched.
But though he'd tumble and rumble the other animals were not afraid, for he had a firm head for thinking an
have you ever been an addict. and im not talking
about the hey-i-like-to-do-this-alot type of addict.
im talking about the
if-i-dont-get-it-right-now-im-going-to-fucking-blow-someones-head-off
type of addict. im an addict. ive never blown anyone
to get it. i dont think i would. but i havent been
given the opportunity to either. the reason i say 'i
dont think i would' is because i like to pretend that
i still have something thats mine. dignity, pride,
standards. but i know i would easily toss those away
just to get it. i know because i have. so all i
really have is it. for one hour. for two hours. for
fifteen minutes
Want to write. Want to major in Psych. Refered to as "Evil little Leprechaun" and "Pie-vert".
Current Residence: In Kansas. At the bottom of the Kansas Ocean. There's monkeys. Favourite genre of music: Rock n' Roll, Pop, some County, New Age, mainly Instrumentals. MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch Shell of choice: The Magic Conch Shell Favourite cartoon character: Kanda Yuu (D.Gray-Man) Personal Quote: "Stand up, be strong. Know right from wrong. Forever hence, believe yourself!" -Bleach
Favourite Visual Artist
Rusky-Boz
Favourite Movies
Princess Mononoke
Favourite TV Shows
Supernatural, Star Trek, all my anime.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Avril Lavinge, Snow Patrol, Story of the Year, Three Days Grace, Within Temptation, Linkin Park, Yuki Kajiura
Favourite Books
Mistborn, Inheritance, Warriors, Wheel of Time, Twilight, House of Night, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter
Favourite Writers
Dr. Suess, Brandon Sanderson, Robert Jordan, Christopher Paolini, Erin Hunter
Favourite Games
Resident Evil 4, Final Fantasy X and X-2, Resident Evil 5, Neopets, Skyrim, Dragon Age
Haven't been active around here in a year. Damn, haha. And I'm still not particularly about, except for that I've recently been using good ol' dA to stash some special pieces somewhere, because Lord knows I can't read my own handwriting and I don't have the patience for retyping.:P
Anyhoo. Hope everyone still around is well-and-good. Still love y'all. Keep writin', drawin', and dreamin' on. :heart: :peace:
I'm somewhere between happy because of the moment and depressed because I know it'll be ending soon. Fair warning: dark work is probably ahead. Gotta vent somewhere =/
Bah.
A salute to the song that I'm hanging onto for dear life at the moment, the one that's saved me all these years: thank you, Trading Yesterday.
"Yesterday I died...tomorrow's bleeding...fall into your sunlight.
The future's open wide, beyond believing, to know why hope died.
Losing what was found, a world so hollow, suspended in a compromise.
The silence of this sound, is soon to follow, somehow, sundown.
And finding answers, means forgetting all of the questions we
Hey guys. Been awhile. XD Well, it's finally, omfg, just fucking FINALLY summer! That means lots of free time to write and draw and shit. :la: I have lots of ideas, so I'm hoping to actually do something with them.
In other news, I go to Arizona the 18th for the next two months, give or take, so it's looking like a great summer already. :D
Anyone else have plans?
I just wanted to come by and thank you for faving It's Not Love.. I really appreciate the support this poem's recieved. Made me feel less crazy for having those thoughts and feelings to share them and have them appreciated!
You're very welcome! It was a beautiful poem. You're far from crazy; just look around here (they even did a big post on it not long ago): you're not alone. I hope you keep writing.
Oh hey there, I just wanted to thank you for the fave~~ ^.^
Also...a bit of a shameless plug, but if you'd like to follow my work, other than the work that gets put up on dA then you should head over to my Facebook page (Link in my signature) and hit "Like". It would totally make my day!
Either way, I really appreciate the support you've given me thus far!